MY POS ;)

OMG... THE BEST THING EVER HAPPENED!!! MY DAD WAS ABLE TO FIX MY POS CAR!!! I HAVE TO GET NEW BRAKES SOON BUT I AM GOING TO BE GETTING INSURANCE AND WILL BE OUT AND ABOUT...MARVELOUS!!! OTHER THAN THAT IVE BEEN WORKING AND PLAYING, MY LITTLE BROTHER JUST GOT A BLACK LAB PUPPY AND WE NAMED HIM SHELBY (DAD PICKED IT OUT, HE WANTED TO NAME MY LIL BROTHER THAT!) THE CATS DONT LIKE OUR NEW ADDITION SO MUCH BUT I HOPE THEY WILL GET USED TO HIM... OTHER THAN THAT, NOTHING EXCITING...

LIFE (con't)

OK OK, SO THE CRAZY LADY FROM APPLEBEES.... SHE WAS GONNA TAKE HER 7 YR OLD TO SEE SEX IN THE CITY, WHICH WE WERE TOLD WAS PORN ON THE BIG SCREEN, DUDE.... HELLO!!! SO WE TOOK THE GIRL (we will call her "K") TO SEE IRON MAN... MUCH MORE APPROPRIATE... ANYWHO I GO TO WORK TODAY TO FIND THAT A ROOM I SHOWED SOMEONE WAS USED WITHOUT THAT PERSON CHECKING IN AND PAYING... SWEET JESUS... SO NOW MY BOSS WANTS TO KNOW WHAT I DID (nothing) AND WHY I GAVE HIM THAT ROOM (didnt) WELL NOW THE POLICE ARE INVOLVED AND ITS A BIG OLD SHOWDOWN AT THE COMFORT INN AND SUITES... *sigh* I WISH LIFE WAS SIMPLE, I THINK I MIGHT BECOME A HERMIT... GO TO WORK, COME HOME, PAY BILLS, EAT, SLEEP, THE END.... WHICH IS WHAT I KINDA DO NOW BUT MORE DRAMATIC, THE DRAMA NEEDS TO LEAVE MY LIFE....NOW!!! IM READY TO CURL UP IN A BALL AND STAY THAT WAY TILL THINGS CALM DOWN...AT LEAST IF IM A HERMIT I CAN BLOG ALL THE TIME (so Dana would be happy) BUT MY LIFE WOULD BE LESS INTERESTING SO WHO WOULD WANNA READ MY BLOG? :) COMPLICATED.... ANYWHO... THATS THE UPDATE.... O AND THEY FOUND THE IDIOT AND GAVE HIM TIME, SO I GUESS THATS GOOD.... TTYL

THIS CRAZY LIL THING CALLED LIFE

SO WHERE DO I BEGIN? LETS START WITH SATURDAY EVENING, DANA AND I WENT TO APPLEBEES WITH ANGIE AND SOME OTHER GIRLS... THERE WAS THIS ONE CHICA WHO WAS CRAZIER THAN ME, NO JOKE! SHE CARRIED ON ABOUT SEX AND DIFFERENT TOYS YOU COULD BUY (YOU KNOW THE KIND IM TALKING ABOUT) AND SHE KEPT GRABBING EVERYONE AT THE TABLE. I WAS SO MORTIFIED THE ONLY THING I COULD DO WAS LAUGH, HOPING EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS DRUNK OR SOMETHING STUPID (THEY MAKE EXCEPTIONS FOR DRUNK PEOPLE RIGHT?) AND TO BOOT, SHE BROUGHT HER 7 YR OLD DAUGHTER WITH HER! THAT POOR GIRL... CRAZYSAUCE.

WELL THEN ON SUNDAY I GOT THE MAIL FROM THE DAY BEFORE AND SAW A CHARGE ON THERE THAT THERE SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN SO I CALLED THE PLACE THE CHARGE CAME FROM AND IT TURNS OUT THAT MY EX BOYFRIEND HAD BEEN ON A DATING SITE, USING MY CARD TO PAY FOR IT NONETHELESS, WHILE WE WERE STILL DATING, IM TELLIN YA, I SURE PICK THE WINNERS. SO I CANCELLED THAT AND THEY ARE REFUNDING MY MONEY ($110) AND I WENT TO THE BANK TODAY TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I SHOULD DO AND AM GOING TO BE SWITCHING OVER MY ACCOUNT ONCE THE REFUND COMES BACK. SO WE ALSO WENT TO THE POLICE AND PRESSED CHARGES, AND IT TURNS OUT THAT THE POLICE CANT FIND HIM OR CANT GET IN CONTACT WITH HIM. AND HE HAS A $600 WARRANT OUT FOR HIS ARREST, SO NOMATTER WHAT HIS BUTT IS GOING TO JAIL :) GOOD THING... MY GRAM AND MOM SAY THAT WHEN I START DATING SOMEONE HE HAS TO GO THROUGH THE FBI, GET A FULL BACKGROUND CHECK AND BE PATTED DOWN AND INTERROGATED BY MY DAD. WELL I SAY IF THE GUY STICKS AROUND THEN HES FREAKIN BRAVE....LOL... THATS ABOUT IT, HAVE TO WORK FROM 7-11 TONIGHT. TTYL ;)

JUST FOR DANA

SO DANA THINKS I NEED TO POST MORE BLOGS TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT MY BORING LIFE.... WELL I'M STILL AT THE COMFORT INN AND SUITES IN CEDAR CITY UTAH AND FOR AS MUCH AS I COMPLAIN ABOUT MY JOB I REALLY DO LOVE IT... TODAY WAS GRAND OPENING DAY AND THE MAYOR AND GOVERNOR CAME, IT WAS MARVELOUS AND I LOOKED LIKE A STUFFED SAUSAGE IN MY SHIRT BUT O WELL... ANYWHO, MY DAD CAME HOME AND WE WENT TO SAN DIEGO TO SEE HIM IN, I WENT TO CALICO GHOST TOWN AND I MUST SAY THAT IF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN THEN U SHOULD MAKE A TRIP TO GO, IT WAS WAY COOL.... OTHER THAN THAT I HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK AT 6 AND AM NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT...I ALREADY SPENT 4 HRS THERE TODAY, BUT O WELL... I GET TO SPEND 9 MORE.... WHAT FUN... I NEED A STRESS AND ANXIETY RELIEVER BUT I THINK THAT WILL COME WHEN I GET OUTTA DEBT AND GET BACK IN SCHOOL AND AM WORKING.... NOW ALL I DO IS STRESS OVER HOW IM GONNA PAY ALL MY BILLS... WELCOME TO THE GROWN UP WORLD I GUESS. GRAM CALLS IT THE SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCKS, WELL IVE DEFINETLY BEEN THERE.... BTW DANA LOVE, SISTER MACKAY TOLD ME I WAS NOT ALLOWED BACK AT THAT HOUSE IF SHE WASNT THERE.... WRITE ME BACK AND CALL ME SOMETIME.... LOVE YA....

RECENT EVENTS....

WOW... I HAVENT POSTED A BLOG IN QUITE SOME TIME! WELL SINCE THE LAST BLOG I HAVE MOVED BACK IN WITH MY PARENTAL UNITS AND HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET OUTTA DEBT....I GOT A TATTOO.... PICS TO COME POSSIBLY...ITS ON MY RIGHT FOOT AND IT IS PINK SWIRLS WITH BLUE STARS AND CLOUDS... MY MOM IS PREGO WITH MY NEXT LITTLE BROTHER... SHE WANTS TO NAME HIM LANDON, I LIKE RILEY...ANYWHO WE WILL LOVE HIM NOMATTER WHAT... I AM WORKING AT THE COMFORT INN AND THOUGH I COME HOME TIRED AND WORN OUT I LOVE EVERY MINUTE OF IT!!! IM REALLY THINKING OF STARTING MY OWN HOTEL AFTER I GO INTO BUSINESS MANAGEMENT AND HOSPITALITY :) I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO, LATELY I HAVE BEEN CONTEMPLATING DROPPING THE EXTRA WEIGHT AND JOINING THE AIR FORCE, THAT WAY I WILL HAVE PAID FOR SCHOOLING, GET TO GO TO THESE GREAT PLACES AND SATISFY MY NEED FOR ADVENTURE, ALL THE WHILE SERVING MY COUNTRY LIKE MY DAD... I AM SO PROUD OF HIM... WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW... TTYL

Nose*VS*Dust Bunnies

OMG! my nose hates me right now. ive just cleaned the dustiest place ive ever seen!!! my room is dusty, but my mom would stop telling me it is if she saw this place! this is just gonna be a short blog, but i thought whoever reads this would love to know that i love my good friend, *you know who you are ;)* and that is why my nose is itching from the inside out!!! LOL

Being Ondrea

I have to say that being me is a truly wonderful experience. im not trying to brag and im not conceited. the fact is that i have lost sight of who i want to be and who i have become on this wonderful journey called life. as a very special person told me in a time of frustration, "im spiraling out of control". and it took me a while to realize that they are completely right. im not Ondrea anymore. im a floater now, someone who just goes through live not caring, and i dont want to be that person. Ondrea is caring, compassionate, loving, mature, funny, wonderful.... the list goes on and on (so im told) but this floater person is nothing short of an empty space. i just thought everyone should know that i am so blessed to have such wonderful people in my life. my mother is amazing, she puts up with me and tells me the truth always, and i have amazing friends, Dana and Lisa, who will always be there for me and today Dana helped me realize that i can be Ondrea again, i just need to get back on the right track. today i truly understand what it means when my mother says " i dont like who you are right now, but i love you".